Mar 25, 2004
ya well 2day my little baby brother had his big 1-3 (13 for all ya slow ones ;)) birthday! i got him a shirt from Aero, which he kinda liked n a movie like about the real members of the SWAT team behind the scenes n hey, it was only $5.50, so then i could use the rest of the money for his bday 2 buy me lipgloss! yay! hEhE! well we went 2 the rays game 2dayn monica came with n we had 2 film n do interviews or wutev for my gay physics project! n like evry1 was all no no we dont want 2 be interviewed n i looked so damn cute in my big goggles n my lab coat walkin around in the HOT :''(! but they didnt care! *huMph* so we got a few interviews done n then we watched the game..so then we were hungry n he 1st place was like jsut hotdogs, popcorn, n nachos. well we didnt really wqant ne of those 3 options so we go 2 the next booth.! guess what they have?!?//??!?!? hotdogs, popcorn, n nachos!!! so we were like oh well....jsut a coincidence.but then we go around the whole stadium where all the food places have hotdogs, popcorn, n nachos.! n nothin else! so we didnt really like that but i got a yucky hotdog n monioca got yucky nachos n then we got hte BIG lemonoade...that wasnt yucky! but blah blah so ya we sat on the berm and the ddevil rays won 7-1! n then i wsaid bye 2 my daddy cuz hes goin 2 tokyo for like seven dayz i think w/ the d-rays....he was worried i think which is odd cuz he flies constantly but its like a 20 hour flight or w.e but itll be all gravy! im not sure when jaimie is gettin home..@ first i thought it was the 24th which woulda been yesterday but im not sure n im scared 2 call so ill jsut wait! i dont like talking on the phone.......i duno.its just weird...well.so bens friend is spending the night for his bday n i wanna go somewhere but my momma only wants 2 drive one way so it has 2 be someone who lives close! sarah maybe!well umm thas about all I did.i cleaned the bathtub 2day! n it looks damn good!well some combo of me n anthy n melissa n sarah were gunna go see dawn of the dead cuz its rated R n 2night would be a good sneakin night but then my mommy was like well i will only drive u one way n sarah had practice so we couldnt go n WAIT! BRB!
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same by myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Posted at 03:44 pm by valentinebaby
Mar 24, 2004
my computer is beins so psycho! well not the whole computer actually jsut the blog! like the bckgrnd is HOT PINK! so im like woo hoo so i can have white text n i published it with white text n then i go 2 look @ it n only the blod/other colored words are visible! so i was like SHIYAT! but ya so newayz.well me n anthy went 2 see secret window last night cuz we were the only 2 losers who hadnt seen it yet but he kew everything that was gunna happen even the scary unpredictable stuff so im thinkin i was the only loser but he just saw it again 2 make me unlonely.but jsut a hunch! opp! i gotta run 2 the store or mall! be back later!
K! im back! so ya the movie was really good!!! n only a teeny weeny scary! n afterwards it was really cold which was weird! but it was all in all good stuff.......well 2morrow is my bros bday.. @ the mall i saw melissa n i got this cute lil skirt n this really cute hot pink polka dot shirt....it was fun... my braids are gettin really itchy!! UGRA!!! well boring still! friday we are off 2 ft. desoto! yay!!! oh man! so we were @ walmart gettin some cheapo watch for my daddy for his trip n ahahha that store is so getto! hahah its so dorky in there! opp brb im on the phone!
Posted at 02:20 pm by valentinebaby
dAy 2 sPrInG bReAk= bOrEd!!!!
UIFHlkdsgflksahf! i seriously think im gunna die of boredom.thers jsut nuthin 2 do! damn tho.next break! when i have my license! thatll be the best! cuz then ill be like im bored..i wanan go 2 the mall! n i can jsut get in my car n z!p z!p on up there! but until then i will continue being bored.......well cat hasnt been on all day n they are the only person intresting 2 talk 2.(no offense 2 ne1 else.) well crysta put a cool background on my page for me n somehow the background of the text part turned hot pink 2day....dont kno how that got pulled off...scary! me n crystas assumptions are posted below (v)((down arrow))!! n @ the moment crysta is being a poopy n wont put my music on there!! urg! so 2day i went 2 the eye doctors for a check-up! my eyes are good for now but he was 2 watch my right eye cuz it might be gettin nearsighted! but im NOT wearing glasses! but its gunna be @ least a year til i haveta go back ther so itll be fine! then we went 2 fortunatos for lucnh....but it wasnt good...it was yucky!then AAA 2 get my daddy Japan stuff...well jaimie comes home real soon! yay! hmm well me n anthy might go see secret window 2night since we arethe only losers who havetn seen it yet.but i havent asked my mommy yet so i duno. so ya when we c ame home i went for a few mile run...like 3 i think. ya it was alright.....oh ya! sumthin else really gross! i htink i have athletes foot! it is sooo gross! n i felt like real nazsty yesterday but i think it was a 24 hours thing....well my hair is still lookin cute (for those of u who dont kno , its in cornrows on the top) but its gettin a lil frizzy.....well im off 2 mtv! oh ya! my mommy let me drive her car n i had 2 reverse a few times 2 get out of the parking spot cuz the first time i hadnt gone far enough so i hit the curb when i pulled ahead but then i went backwards a lil more n then i coudl go forward. we went 2 dollar tree n i got pencils! :/! nuthin 2 exciting! well im out like a light!
darlincarlyn4 (3:40:27 PM): my bckgrnd is hot pink!
LiquidDreams8810 (3:40:32 PM): o god
LiquidDreams8810 (3:40:36 PM): lol
LiquidDreams8810 (3:40:41 PM): why do you like pink so much?
darlincarlyn4 (3:40:45 PM): aww crysta! did u do that 4 me?
LiquidDreams8810 (3:41:06 PM): no?
LiquidDreams8810 (3:41:08 PM): lol
darlincarlyn4 (3:41:10 PM): o
darlincarlyn4 (3:41:14 PM): well me either
LiquidDreams8810 (3:41:16 PM): lmao
LiquidDreams8810 (3:41:18 PM): CREEPY
darlincarlyn4 (3:41:34 PM): i think i have a stalker
LiquidDreams8810 (3:43:04 PM): haha
LiquidDreams8810 (3:43:05 PM): dun dun dun!
I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And she's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky she's cursed
When it come to loving me she's the worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky she's cursed
When it come to loving me she's the worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
'cause if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
When it come to being lucky she's cursed
When it come to loving me she's the worst
Posted at 07:47 am by valentinebaby
Mar 22, 2004
ya! well its def. been a bagilllion years since ive wrote in my blog but im way bored nevry1 else has there blog up n lookin cute so im like whoa i need 2 update mine! well.........its sPrInG bReAk! which is SUPER excited n super needed iF yA kNo wUt i MeAn!!!! damn im bored......this morning i had softball practice......chelsea hurt herself so all the ppl were talkin shit.....i was just like wutev..... my jaimie girl is in spain!!!!!!!!!! n i miss her dreadfully!! hmm 2day we also went 2 the car place cuz our gay neighbor backed up in to it when we were PARKED in our DRIVEWAY!!! but wutever so ya we had 2 go way up there n then we went 2 taco bell n then 2 target where i got tanning oil and a new cell phone cover and a face mask 2 take care of my yucky pimple! then we went 2 shoe carnival but nuthin good there n then 2 tjmaxx n i got this cute suit thingy like not an athletic or swim suit like a jacket n pants kinda thing! good stuff! aww n my mommy jsut found my journal from '96 n its very cute how i wrote about the litl excitements in my life then! lovin it! well 2night i think im just chillin @ home!
bens bday-3 dayz
daddy leaves 4 japan- 3dayz :(
jaimie returns- 2 dayz
Posted at 04:29 pm by valentinebaby
Jan 15, 2004
well soccer is over now which is like major bummage but thats ok....well we had our last game on....tuesday? a tuesday..n we kicked northeast ass 8 zip so we gotta call the game 2o minutes early for the mercy rule. it was kinda boring tho cuz i wanted 2 win hard like n have a good amtch up but a win is a win! so kenz n jaimie came over b4 the game n we went 2 subway n that was super fun! haha...we got footlonsso then the next day we could have them for lunch..that was fun! triplets! hehehe..then we had student government yesterday..that was fun...so jaimie n kenz came over after that..that was also fun fun! jaimies mommy brought me n kenz a chick fila sandwich so that was nice of her! 2night i got pratice nthen a haf day 2mrorow n then no school monday!! score!! well me sarah andrea stephanie n phillip are in a group for ewart n thats due on tuesday!! thats soo gay!!! but w.e.......later.
*carlyn*
hahha i jsut punkd ashley!!
valentinebaby089 (6:00:05 PM): ashley
valentinebaby089 (6:00:09 PM): this is carlyns dad
xXOoAsHLeYoOXx2 (6:00:18 PM): lol
valentinebaby089 (6:00:19 PM): i think someone needs to clean up there mouth
valentinebaby089 (6:00:24 PM): :-$
xXOoAsHLeYoOXx2 (6:00:33 PM): really?
xXOoAsHLeYoOXx2 (6:00:49 PM): no... carlyn saYs mean things too me all the time
xXOoAsHLeYoOXx2 (6:00:58 PM): they are hurtful!!! lol
valentinebaby089 (6:01:13 PM): does your mother know you talk with that mouth??
xXOoAsHLeYoOXx2 (6:01:31 PM): carlyn
valentinebaby089 (6:01:40 PM): marc
xXOoAsHLeYoOXx2 (6:01:50 PM): really?
valentinebaby089 (6:02:01 PM): ashley lesperance!!
valentinebaby089 (6:02:11 PM): hahah u just got punk'd biotch!!!
cbabyO3 (4:51:22 PM): remember my fridge in the garage that made funny noises? we got a new one...well its froma house that burnt down but o well
LiquidDreams8810 (5:11:02 PM): hehe...doodle....sounds like something you do when your sick..."o man! i gotta take a doodle!"
Posted at 03:58 pm by valentinebaby
Jan 9, 2004
ahha wwell its been like since tons of dayz but school is like takin over!1 agh! urgh well we are busy planning galactic bowling right now so ill write abotu the crazy week alter!! luv ya babayz!
valentinebaby089 (8:04:44 PM): im gettin ready 2 go 2 bed
lhsoccergirlie16 (8:04:50 PM): it is 8
lhsoccergirlie16 (8:05:03 PM): ha ha nerd
lhsoccergirlie16 (8:05:05 PM): jk jk
lhsoccergirlie16 (8:05:08 PM): luv ya
LiquidDreams8810 (8:48:06 PM): HAHAHAH
LiquidDreams8810 (8:48:16 PM): find out if he likes me dawg!
LiquidDreams8810 (8:48:17 PM): lol
LiquidDreams8810 (8:48:21 PM): o god...i just said dawg
LiquidDreams8810 (8:48:23 PM): fuck
LiquidDreams8810 (8:48:28 PM): TOO MUCH LAKEWOODNESS!
Posted at 04:17 pm by valentinebaby
Jan 5, 2004
well school wasnt totally horrid!!!! still have ewart dent n mack urg! but w/e not a major..........
for evry1 that keeps askin......heres my *new* schedule
1st- Spanish---schlect or "slut" as apparently the COOL kids call her..but blah! i getta sit behind jessica n get back @ her or hitting me in the back all the time so now i getta ahnoy her......and holey moley i got a B on the exam which was good 4 me so yaay but semester is still a C..urgh
2nd ~ advisory.still with giff....justin brandon w. dani n dale......same ol same ol
3rd- DICUS!!!!! agh!! but it willl be an adventure....jessica brian and archie diana sarah melissa n ltos of other crazy ppl!
4th- ewart.........stuart little!! haha....essay is a litl on the lesbo side n ihavent starte n its due friday..nto a problem tho....
5th- dent........psycho bipolar.........yay tho cuz my constipated chicken(lol crysta) is in my class n i gettta it right in front of here haha
*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~* LunCh*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
6th- math.corys in my class n i sit next 2 cameron so our cool corner will be really cool!
7th- physics !! me n erika n garrett n stephanie made a cool corner in physics! score!
well its better this time just no jaimie jaimie or za za..tear tear...oh well 3 more years 2 go.gotta go 2 hw! later gators
Posted at 04:32 pm by valentinebaby
Jan 4, 2004
well weve spent the last 2 dayz hot tub shoppin! no luck yet tho! yesterday i went 2 the mall n spent lots n lots of money (oops) n got the worlds *BESTEST* bag ever!! i love it 2 death! hehe! we went out 2 sonny's bbq (PUKE) i didnt like it @ all if ya didnt get the hint......2day we went hot tub shoppin but still no luck.then 2 the baseball museum @ florida international..then starbucks where igot a yucky drink lol...then we came home n i had 2 go grocery shoppin with daddy! then i came home n MADE DINNER! allk by myselfi made fajitas except for wut my momma cut up which was the veggies n the meat but i cooked rice n beans n it was even good! i was sooo proud of myself! ive never cooked nething more that macaroni n cheez which i usually burn so yea for excitementt! well 2morrow is school (dread) but @ least soccer n we get new schedules so yay 4 now newayz!!! off 2 bed 2 get my rest! luv ya all bunches!!!!!!!!!
valentinebaby089 (11:36:29 PM): u are 2 dirty for us dre dre
Largosfinest698 (11:36:39 PM): wut
Largosfinest698 (11:36:46 PM): oh no u didnt
valentinebaby089 (11:37:29 PM): not like dirty hygiene silly goose
Largosfinest698 (11:37:39 PM): ohhh lol
valentinebaby089 (11:37:58 PM): liek dirty.,...................nastay! like the christina aguliera song
Posted at 08:33 pm by valentinebaby
Jan 2, 2004
oh man! well as much as i hate school im ready 2 go back! more u go sooner itll be summer! sc-hoar! hah crysta but yea newayz... me crysta archie n brian went 2 see paycheck......gayness.archie had already seen some of it with a diferent person but it was gay so we went into like 10 other theaters n we were really ahnoying i imagine.....we went 2 the parking lot with my friend heather n this brunette girl n archie n the brunette went off n they were gone for quite a whil we imagined doin the nasty....then me n heather rode the elevator on our cell phones talkin 2 other pplz so it was prty funny..well ya night pretty much sucked all in all.there were afew fun moments like when i was talkin about black ppl culture n like 300 black ppl were behind me! *oops* and how funny it is when the doors open n close in an elevator..haha....well 2 dayz left til breakz over!! hurmmmm oh well! later dayz! xOXo~ *me*
Posted at 10:31 pm by valentinebaby
Jan 1, 2004
hey babayz!!! man i didnt go 2 bed til like 2 new years eve .so i guess this morning n like EVRY1 was online so if u werent online u were missin out!!! but newayz so ya i went 2 bed @ 2 then woke up @ 8:15 (blah) n my dad n brother were leaving then for the outback bowl thingie @ raymond james....so i watched the punk'd marathon for a whiel til i fell asleep...@ 2 me n my mommy n monica n her momy went 2 go see Calendar Girls..It was very cute n very silly....I THINK WE R GUNNA NEED SOME BIGGER BUNS..hahha classic...totalyl me n u monica lol.........then we went out 2 panera bread (eww) where i had a yucky half sandwich thingy..it was very good mommy bonding time 4 me n monica! lol well 2morrow is out new years day(yesi kno a day late) and then im goin 2 the movies with crysta n some *boyz* well we will see hwo that goes 2morrow! other than that evry1 enjoy ure last weekend of freedom evry1!!!!
*carlyn*
valentinebaby089 (11:02:41 PM): damyut
Tha CheatK20x6 (11:03:07 PM): damyut
Tha CheatK20x6 (11:03:10 PM): is that like
Tha CheatK20x6 (11:03:16 PM): p0rtugese?
valentinebaby089 (11:03:20 PM): dayumit
valentinebaby089 (11:03:25 PM): no its crystacarlynese
Posted at 06:21 pm by valentinebaby
